wow! life is pretty much gay rite now! lyndsay is mad at me i think...and my mom is for sure cuz i made a bad grade...all my freinds like brandon and dustin and micheal all HATE me...i wasnt is such a great mood earlier, so i tryed to call lyndsay, for just any one to talk to, and i got dissed...punched my dresser cuz i got mad and now my knuckle hurts......bad! im just tired of stress drama and everything in between! but i dont know i really really hope that things will lighten up! all this stress is killing me! i just need someone to talk to........but yea thanks for making my life soooo exciting everyone....brandon, micheal, dustin and everyone else who hates me!!!

srry for blabbing about things that no one cares about and i hope this mood is only for a season!

later!

ethan

Hey everyone! Its 4:57a.m. right now. Im tired and i think somone is walking around my house again, so i have my shotgun right by me.......welcome to otis....Today i have to Pantomime to music in Theatre. And yes I'm gonna do it to SIX FEET UNDER haha. wow this is freaky, i just heard a sound coming from in the living room. lol haha. so if i die, everyone can fight for my belongings. Mr. Witt kept me after class for a loooong time. He was asking about my depression.............haha! Yeah he also said that he couldnt just walk away from my depression........and he didnt............i missed the bus and was stuck there without a ride for a loooooong time.lol. And then we had band practice, WEEEEEEEEEEEE. Mr. dennis is a perfectionist. Dont get me wrong i think hes one of the coolest guys ever but, wow! Its boring at 4:30.....no one is on msn. Oh and by the way! If you have the most boring life ever go ahead and add me! Its ethanb@leaco.net. ok thanks for letting my bore you to death with my EXCITING life.

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ethan!

hey everyone. i cant wait! a feild trip on friday!!! yea me and my freind austin are gonna jam! we are gonna go to the texas tech campas and then the best part is that we get to go to the mall for 2 hours! woooo! hot toppic here we come! lol. but yea we are gonna buy t-shirts, cds, and n e thing else that i want! wooooo but the prob is that i only have 35$ o well ill buy somthing for 35$ hehehe. but yea im gonna head out!

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ethan

ooook uhhh this is for you randee! i wear camo alot me and my freinds do. and we stand in a circle around the preps and totally piss them off! lol but yea. ms nunly took controll and put a stop to that. stupid nunly! you hear that i hate you nunly!!!!! hehe ummmm lets see. i hate preps and i love ppl that hate preps. lol . but yea. thats what im about! o yea and BFK!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe laters!!!!!!

ethan!!!